I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Pons11 күн мурун

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores EКүн мурун

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitas4 күн мурун

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt7 күн мурун

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    Eric11 күн мурун

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis11 күн мурун

    I love u Lele

  7. Jeremiah Fry

    Jeremiah Fry2 саат мурун

    Did I just hear some capp.

  8. Analise Hernandez

    Analise Hernandez2 саат мурун

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="360">6:00</a>

  9. stephanie konwerski

    stephanie konwerski2 саат мурун

    Ohhh I love me some Lele Pons

  10. Hdhcid Ucicic

    Hdhcid Ucicic2 саат мурун

    Sub to ViZe Shannon

  11. CoolCat GamerGirl

    CoolCat GamerGirl2 саат мурун

    First I would like to say thank you @Lele Pon because I know how hard OCDis because my mama has it. And Next you always made me feel like I can get through things. And Lastly I have sever ADHD and its hard for me to control it so I have to take medication just to focus or to not worry people but again Thank you for being here and caring about everyone and I hope you continue doing what you love to do.

  12. gaby marie

    gaby marie2 саат мурун

    this made me cry.🥺

  13. Yesenia Alcala

    Yesenia Alcala2 саат мурун

    😔we love you

  14. Ava Despard

    Ava Despard2 саат мурун

    lele i’m so sorry . i really am .


    VAL DIAMOND BOY2 саат мурун

    Wtf is this

  16. Michelle

    Michelle2 саат мурун

    🥺🥺🥺🥺 it’s okay!!!!

  17. Steve's art n fun channel Stephen hall

    Steve's art n fun channel Stephen hall2 саат мурун

    No humans born perfectly perfect

  18. Brooke Willis

    Brooke Willis2 саат мурун

    Anyone else get ocd over scratching yourself a certain way and when you do it over and over its not just the way you want it and you want to cry and punch something

  19. DaRealist

    DaRealist2 саат мурун

    I respect her sm for making this video . Shes a Boss


    GRACE JOYNER2 саат мурун

    I've dealt with OCD for six years now. I understand this struggle and I wanna say thank you for sharing and talking about it openly.

  21. cristina Blanco

    cristina Blanco2 саат мурун

    I have a secret to I am death from 1half of my ears

  22. mills g

    mills g2 саат мурун

    luv u queen!

  23. Natalie Skinner

    Natalie Skinner2 саат мурун

    We support u ur strong

  24. Brooke Willis

    Brooke Willis2 саат мурун

    I think she has PANDAS.. pediatric autoimmune neuropsychiatric disorder associated with strep. It causes ocd and tourettes.

  25. BlueJedi626

    BlueJedi6262 саат мурун

    I have the same condition and everyone but my family thinks I’m a freak, it’s hard for me so very hard, I’ve even thought of suicide

  26. Diana Cuji

    Diana Cuji2 саат мурун

    I hope u will be good but I love ur vids and my cousin is s bigger fan than 3 years and me 2 years

  27. Rose Espinoza

    Rose Espinoza2 саат мурун

    I've supported Lele since the beginning!

  28. Prince Primal V1

    Prince Primal V12 саат мурун

    CodyKo : lol Cody needs to see this lmao

  29. alexis pine

    alexis pine2 саат мурун

    This made me very emotional..

  30. JJ23 Queen

    JJ23 Queen2 саат мурун

    And I know exactly what she’s going threw bc I listen and look at her to see her struggles

  31. Jr banng xl

    Jr banng xl2 саат мурун


  32. Vanessa M

    Vanessa M2 саат мурун

    Sureeee anything for likes and views

  33. Keeley Dabney

    Keeley Dabney2 саат мурун

    My brain works like this too, and I felt like I was the only one experiencing these feelings, so this video was so helpful for me, thank you

  34. thejazmin Camacho

    thejazmin Camacho2 саат мурун

    ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 I love u so much lele

  35. Britney Masaya

    Britney Masaya2 саат мурун

    Stay strong Lele ❤️

  36. MuMU aL

    MuMU aL2 саат мурун

    Lele pons 2020 ^_^

  37. GroggyBilgeCrab 69

    GroggyBilgeCrab 692 саат мурун

    Crying with no tears

  38. Spencer Bukosky

    Spencer Bukosky2 саат мурун

    Thank you for helping bring light to this disorder. People really don’t understand the daily struggles of real OCD

  39. Jawa 2

    Jawa 22 саат мурун

    Evertime I see this.....I feel french by saying "lay lay pon"

  40. Alexis Franklin

    Alexis Franklin2 саат мурун

    I'm so sorry for you I'm here for you

  41. milachyc88

    milachyc882 саат мурун

    Unfortunately I do have really bad OCD too.I suffer many times because of it. Sometimes doesn’t let me relax. I totally get your pain. I send you love my dear ❤️ Don’t let it define you, you are stronger than it!

  42. Sander Fander

    Sander Fander2 саат мурун

    Dear Lele Pons You are so inspirational. I love you so much. You are amazing just the way you are. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. I know that sometimes it gets hard but always remember that you are awesome and beautiful just the way you are. I love you so much. Please please take care of yourself.💜💜💜

  43. Rebekah Wyman

    Rebekah Wyman2 саат мурун

    I believe that I have a form or two of ocd. I have not been diagnosed, but I have specific checks on a checklist that I have to do before I leave the house. The voice inside my head will then tell me that things are not okay and I must do it again until the voice in my head says everything is fine now. I have almost been late for work because of it, my friends have to pull me away and tell me that everything is fine. My neighbor thought someone was breaking into my apartment because I kept checking to make sure that my door was locked. I can't go to sleep until the routine is done, which delays my sleep sometimes. It's so impulsive and intrusive, mentally and physically exhausting and is not something to do joke about.

  44. lee 99999999

    lee 999999993 саат мурун


  45. lee 99999999

    lee 999999993 саат мурун

    Love you Layla

  46. davess 3232

    davess 32323 саат мурун

    Thank you for humanizing ocd , I have harm ocd it makes me feel like a monster

  47. Maria Tercero

    Maria Tercero3 саат мурун

    I feel so bad she is my idol my cuz had and she died because everyone in school she forced to do things or not they would tell rumors and she did know what to do so she died cuz of it

  48. Lucia Ramirez

    Lucia Ramirez3 саат мурун

    This is so brave of Lele to do this I am so proud of her!

  49. Arnie De Guma

    Arnie De Guma3 саат мурун

    I am very PROUD of you for being so brave in doing this. ❤️❤️❤️ It made me love you soooo soo much.❤️

  50. Gracie Black

    Gracie Black3 саат мурун

    I’m sorry

  51. Marina J

    Marina J3 саат мурун


  52. Lolabird Love

    Lolabird Love3 саат мурун

    i love you Lele!!

  53. gabe v

    gabe v3 саат мурун

    I would make baby's wit her

  54. The Oregon Karen

    The Oregon Karen3 саат мурун

    Are you five

  55. Rozalynn Smith

    Rozalynn Smith3 саат мурун

    Hey don't listen I now you now this but the haters need to be Quiet

  56. gabe v

    gabe v3 саат мурун

    Man she's fine 😍

  57. Allysa K

    Allysa K3 саат мурун

    Nuh ur perfect :c

  58. I like Youtube

    I like Youtube3 саат мурун

    I could never make eye contact with her

  59. Nevaeh Nash

    Nevaeh Nash3 саат мурун

    I have ocd,adhd,and depressed

  60. Bevsvs Bsbsvs

    Bevsvs Bsbsvs3 саат мурун

    Is this a joke ?? Honestly im confused

  61. Blu

    Blu3 саат мурун

    You guys sound like foreigners, where you from??

  62. Brian Martinez

    Brian Martinez3 саат мурун


  63. Emma D

    Emma D3 саат мурун

    Lele I’m definetley not a fan of your content but this has made me gain a new respect for you and your struggles. I hope you become great at dealing with this

  64. Sweetest_fate Mel

    Sweetest_fate Mel3 саат мурун

    I love you Lele!!! I am 15 and have OCD your not alone and it’s really hard and mine comes in 3’s or 5’s. I’m so happy and proud for you Lele your very strong I don’t think I could handle most of the things you do but I’m getting there, your an inspiration to me Lele, I wish I could meet you one day!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  65. JJAdams03

    JJAdams033 саат мурун

    Is still rather cry in a Mercedes....


    WS CHOPPER3 саат мурун

    I put myself in my closet and put a bag over my head suffocating myself for half over a minute as well , thnk you for this keep on srtrong✊🏽

  67. Crispy HoneyBun

    Crispy HoneyBun3 саат мурун

    When you cry I makes me cry lele T^T

  68. mothergoose

    mothergoose3 саат мурун

    my respect for lele went 📈📈📈

  69. Creamy

    Creamy3 саат мурун

    This isn’t fiunny

  70. Shelbie Kidd

    Shelbie Kidd3 саат мурун

    I love you lele I hope your depression get better ❤️❤️

  71. princessruthh

    princessruthh3 саат мурун

    I like that you made this video talking about your mental health, while I still don’t like your content, I respect you for speaking up about it.

  72. Samantha Leschke

    Samantha Leschke3 саат мурун

    (for Lele) You are beautiful. You are pretty. There are many people that love you, like me. You don't need to end it. I know because I myself struggle with depression 😔 But I'm ok. You're ok. It's all ok. You can do it. 🙂

  73. Lina Chan

    Lina Chan3 саат мурун

    This actually opened my eyes about myself i think that i have OCD but no one is going to take me serious

  74. The Asshole

    The Asshole3 саат мурун

    In order to know you do you can seek help and they will let you know

  75. Lily Braun

    Lily Braun3 саат мурун

    Lele your not the only one who has to have everything perfect and I've always wanted to be like you act like you and say things like you

  76. Sour Bunni

    Sour Bunni3 саат мурун

    I have ocd, Tourette’s and ADHD it’s like the Combo pack that destroys your life

  77. Shenelle Wilson

    Shenelle Wilson3 саат мурун

    Lele I never knew you felt like this, you are really brave and talented even through your condition.

  78. Lluvia Castillo

    Lluvia Castillo3 саат мурун

    This made me cry 😭😭😭 because no one should be treated unfairly like Lele she's very funny kind 🥺

  79. Heather Childers

    Heather Childers3 саат мурун

    you know what we are all helping because we subscribe and we like and we all the fans we all love your vids and im sorry that you have ocd and we would like to help you

  80. AnimeTherapy

    AnimeTherapy3 саат мурун

    Beautiful video. Well articulated. I hope awareness will continue to spread.

  81. Shamara Bogety

    Shamara Bogety3 саат мурун

    My bestfriend have ocd . i still love him no matter what its ok dont be scared you are so amazing and beautiful no matter what you are so talented

  82. Saso i

    Saso i3 саат мурун

    I ❤️you so much 😍and even though I don't know u very well🤗I respect you and think you are amazing and one of the strongest people I now💪💙I don't know a lot about OCD but I can understand its very hard😔and I m proud of u and I think you are very strong 🙏❤️

  83. August August

    August August3 саат мурун

    You suffer from NPD, not OCD. Get it right.

  84. Is That a Spider?

    Is That a Spider?3 саат мурун

    Holy shit this is good representation. I never thought Lele Pons of all people would be bringing to light this horrible disorder, but that’s great! It is incredibly hard and I can resonate with her struggle.

  85. Abby Zelaya

    Abby Zelaya3 саат мурун

    Hg SC g gn

  86. declan hoey

    declan hoey3 саат мурун

    So lele do you do what you do alot of people like you for your goofy personality but not everyone hates you

  87. MaKenna Mutongwiza

    MaKenna Mutongwiza3 саат мурун

    all these pre nose job photos tho ;)